Hmm... Back from church camp and am so convicted. There's just something I need to confess.
I've been cheating. I know cheating is a bad, bad thing. I've betrayed a loyal friend I've known for more than 5 years. I feel bad too. But I guess I'll have to move on.
Sorry Blogdrive, I'm now going on with Wordpress. Move with me, will you? This is my new blog address: http://scribbleliciousss.wordpress.com/ Haha! See you!!
I'm bored of my blog skin :( So, I've decided to change it abit. But it still look almost the same... grrrr! The chat box cannot be found anymore. Where did it go? Just flood my comments box okay?
Aiyah, should I even continue blogging? No inspiration lah. No pictures lah. No camera also. My birthday coming :) Like uhm... November?
If yes, blog about what? What I ate for dinner? Who did I go out with for supper? What did I do last summer? What? Blog about who I like or I don't like?
Talk about how a bouquet of flowers was given to me by my uncle and his wife, the newlyweds? And how I brought home some oh-so--pretty-balloons from the wedding? Or talk about how my brothers were daring me to bring home all those left-over chocolates and other decorations? Or talk about our Subang -> Equatorial experience? Haha! It was quite fun actually.
Wait! This I must talk about!
Being 30 and still single is torturous! Not me, but Bernard did suffer A LOT! You should have seen how those uncles and aunties of mine happily took turns to ask him "when is your turn? What are you waiting for? Bring your expectations lower.... etc". You should have seen the look on his face & constantly trying to think of an answer!
This was what HE WANTED TO answer: (and thankfully did not)
My boyfriend is not ready yet.
@_@
Aights. 3rd Year 2nd Sem just started - holidays are over... grrrrr.... I should stop sleeping at 2am. Should. THESIS (what's that? Can eat 1 ah?). *Yuck*
Gonna start charging up like a bull and running around like a mad horse again.
It never ends... does it?
God, please be my source of strength & help me lean on You. Am I next in line, by the way?
That's the end of my 10th semester in HELP. Well, it's not over yet, just another three more semesters to go. *Breathe*
It's only the beginning of the semester break. Why do I still feel like there's so much to do and feel that heavy weight on my shoulder? I'm finding it hard to breathe. Am I falling sick? Am I falling apart? God, I need to lean on Your strength.
Didn't know I was playing kejar-kejar a.k.a cops & robbers.
Anyway J-Tsen, this is for you :) I miss you too.
DIRECTION: Once you've been tagged, you have to write a post with sixteen random things, habits or goals about you.At last, choose five people to be tagged, listing their names and why you chose them.
1. I need a new phone cuz Nokia6310 is dying. The funny part is that every time I need to send an sms or call, at home, I need to point the phone to face the toilet to send/make calls. Blame Subang Maxis!
2. Actually, I don't like handphones. They just keep ringing or beeping & it's all about work. Call me when you wanna talk about work. Sms me when u wanna leave sweet messages k? I keep sms-es :) especially the "thank yous", "I appreciate you", "i love you, muakz" messages! That explains why I don't reply sms-es... just dont like!!!!
3. My April's schedule is already packed, including the holidays!
4. I don't eat chili and please (PLEASE) stop insulting me and keep talking about how much I'm missing out on life or how "Un-Malaysian" am I. I don't think chili should define "life" or being Malaysian. Not eating chili is a WAY OF LIFE & it's my own personal preferences! It's my tongue too!
5. I secretly love driving theStorm. I like the attention, especially the "wide-open-eyes" guys give me and the "you drive THAT car?" :) Maybe it's the Napoleon Complex too. Woot! It's not a secret anymore.
6. I need money. Real ones. Let it flow, let it flow, let it flow!
7. There's only 30 ppl in my new MSN. add me @ betsy_wly@live.com.my . I don't add strangers by the way.
8. I might be shifting house. Might. I've got mixed feelings.
9. I play computer games :) even in the midst of workloads... to release stress.
10. I like to organize events so much so that I'm wondering why on earth am I studying Psychology.
11. I dance when nobody's looking... in my room!
12. I love being in between the bed and the comforter, the bolster and the other pillows.
13. I like my hair too :)
14. My music preferences ranges from instrumentals -> folks -> Rock alternatives.
15. I love scrapbooking. But I don't have the time & resources!
16. I'm gonna re-arrange my room again. Change is good :)
I think Beyonce left out a huge part of what it feels like being a boy. HUGE PART!! *TskTsk* Seesh! Read on and you'll know exactly what I'm talking about.
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I don't like the feeling of waking up today. just painful. Went to college and it just didn't feel alright. Went home to get some rest, only to find out lying down brings so much discomfort. Can't sit, can't stand, can't lie down, can't walk. I hate this feeling. Oh dear Lord, my body is falling apart.
.Period.
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Dear male friends of mine, Be happy and stay content. Or I'll zap you and turn you to a girl!
Kring Kring, Yellow yellow, please pink up your phone!!!
haha... just felt like kacauing you, Ming Wei :)
I shouldn't be blogging at this hour but I just can't resist.
I had to email a lecturer about a spelling typo. I'm find it funny and at the same time angry cuz the whole thing was typed out by students who wanted extra credit... They said they could type fast and make no mistakes... GUESS WHAT! They spelled my pretty name wrongly!!!
From Betsy to BERSY! I'm not Bersy, okayyy!
Heyyy! ONE ALPHABET MAKES A DIFFERENCE K??
Cannot! Unforgiven! Take away their extra credit!!
Unbiblical I know...! But haiyah... ppl make mistakes and typos are common. Anyway, I just can't sit there and do nothing right??? Right???
This is how the email went...
Dear Ms Dash,
I'm Betsy from your number dash dash dash class. Just thought I'd let you know that there's a spelling mistake in the dash dash duty roster (my name actually). I believe it's unintentional... but if you could help me change that to 'Betsy' instead of 'Bersy', I'll greatly appreciate it. Thank you very much.
Thanks,
Betsy
*Dashes are necessary for confidentiality purposes :) you should be big enough to understand.
I'm just gonna blog freely today. Am not gonna think so much and just type whatever that comes to mind.
Therapeutic? Maybe.
Random? Definitely.
So if there's any grammar mistakes, close one eye, aight?
Okay, so let me begin.
I'm currently listening to Are We Different - Priscilla Ahn on Kingsley's blog. It's the only song I could listen now since I'm installing the new version Windows Live Messenger. And, it is demanded that I close everything I am doing. Don't know what to do with the old and cranky msn. Hopefully, this change would help. So, I'm gonna change the email address to - betsy_wly@live.com.my. I don't add strangers, by the way.
I want a camera. I wanna snap pictures. I wanna see the world. I wanna show everyone what I see. Ahh, money. can't have it all and can't live without it at all. Am not a econ student, where did all the money go? Why not just go print some more!? Just keep it printing lah, then no economic crisis. Why make things so difficult? Me, naive? I know, according to I-don't-know-what-law, printing money might not help and may cause more problems, right? *sigh* life is so..... unfair cute.
I wanna write a song. Write about how I am feeling & thinking, really. But, am I good enough? What if it sounds horrible? What if the chords are not right? What if I can't sing it? Even if I do have a tune, where's the time to write it? Can't find it.
Oh, holiday, please come!
I'll smile more, even if it's tough, I want to & I will.
I realized that I'm really bad in maintaining friendships, keeping in touch. I feel like the people around me are getting less and less. Perhaps, I've changed. The people I'd used to care for are just friends. old friends. Am I too busy? Am I too self-involved that I'm missing out on people's life? Or should I just forget about how close we'd used to be? I want to care, care for you and everyone I know. What happened to the enthusiastic "let's go and catch up?" I so very miss that.
I want to care. I want you. I want to care. I want you.
Or, should I blame responsibilities, The Robber of Time!? Or, should I place the blame on my horrible time management and admit that I am the Robber of MY Own Time? Hah, Betsy and time...tsk tsk tsk.
God has been good. He has shown me over and over again that He's always there and He is funny.
It was just that day that I wanted to find a legal parking near college (KPD). Just didn't feel like parking illegally. And yes, I shouldn't. So, I double-parked for 20 mins and waited at one side, hoping that a car would reverse so that I could take his place. I prayed for parking, did my quiet time. On Sunday, I was taught to pray BOLD prayers. And so I'd put it into practice. I remember uttering, "God, if you want me to park my car here, please provide me a parking by 12pm, if you want me to park in Main block (@maincampus), give me no parking here, but parking there."
(Lolz, this is only BOLD prayer: level 1)
God answered and gave me no parking. Indeed, by 12pm, I moved to main block. took parking ticket and search for parking.
Parking was extremely full, with other cars parking behind cars. I waited a little more.
A kind gentleman came walking down to his car. He saw me waiting for a place & pointed to me where his car was. Blurry me, I wasn't sure if he was really talking and pointing at me. BUt anyway, I decided to follow him.
Nice. He stood outside his car (under the beautiful, HOT sun) and waited for me to get through the slim & sexy road. Thank God I wasn't driving thestorm!
2 or 3 cars were waiting along with him, waiting for him to get in and get out from there. I couldn't get through to him. Discouragedly, I smiled. "God, you must be kidding me." And no, He wasn't.
Kind gentleman shooed everyone, telling them that the place is for me. I saw his hand gestures. And so they moved. He saw me coming, smiled, got into the car and drove out.
I drove in and blessed God, blessed that gentleman - that parking was literally kept for me!! God is so amazing. I will continually make bold prayers, so that we all will get to see how good and glorious God is. Why should I doubt him some more? Parking to God is not a big deal and so is trusting Him my life.
Oh God, You are ever so wonderful.
All complaints above are worthless already, that's because You are in control and I know You'd care for me, and the big, wide world.
It was a good week of midterms. Not that I've enjoyed midterms, but I had never felt so productive before (or maybe a long, long, lonnggg time ago). I've been waking up at 6.20am just to reach college by 8am and study there. Amazing, huh??
On the other extreme side. NOT GOOD! Need to do a behavior check also...
Okay, I'm going jogging in the morning :)
-Must go for a haircut and eyebrow threading -Do quiet time consistently and finish reading a book -Set weekly goals! -Get work done! -and yet have enough sleep :)
I'm still alive *BIG grins* even if you wish I was dead. Too bad, for you... I guess =)
Okay, there are really lots to update, but let me just go step by step. So, beary with me!
1) 2009 resolutions!! Outdated, I know!
I didn't have any resolutions last year and I realized that I've been running around aimlessly. It's really like chasing after stars that are not even there! So this year, should be more fruitful, I hope!
set weekly goals
be early/on time for class
go to church once a week to study (It's a very conducive place to studylah... really!)
delegate responsibilities
spend more time with people
complete THESIS this year
go for (budget) holiday
That's all I can think of at the tip of my head =)
2) THESISTHESISTHESISTHESISTHESISTHESISTHESISTHESIS This WORD hasn't been this big until now! Speak about burdens, man!Never in my 22 years of life I'd dreamt about writing a thesis. And, it's not I really want to either! Honestly, I cannot imagine myselg writing a thesis. Simply cannot. How???
3) Valentines day this weekend... Hmm... *sigh* dateless :(
It looks like I've got to call for a girls-day-out instead =) YF girls, let's gO somewhere k!?
4) Rabbit the rabbit died on Sunday :( Tragic. Nevertheless, I thank God that I had my last moments with Rabbit before its last breath. Love you, Rabbit.
Happy belated birthday to you! (060294) May you continue to grow in love with Him more and more each day! SUE LYNN
*insert picture here*
...who is now in the faraway land - KALAMAZOO. Happpppy Belated birthday! (070286) May you come back faster and get married faster! Goodness, YOU'RE 23!!! *gasps*
How often do you get to watch a movie in college? (without writing a report about it, at least!) Well, here's your opportunity!
Okay,
so what about the movie you may ask? This movie is produced locally and
directed by Chew Cheng En, who felt God's calling to start producing
movies. A bruised Reed is about a young man who had financial issues,
who needed a big sum of money to save his friend. Desperately, he had
planned to steal money from a disabled home. However, things did not go
as he had planned; in fact, it became a turning point of his life. The
trailer below can help you understand better :)
Details... Details... Details:
Date: 21st January 2009 (Wednesday) Time: 12.30pm-2pm Venue: HELP UC Wisma HELP DSA (Level 5, Activity room 1-2) Who can come? Anyone :) (Untuk tontonan umum, sesuai untuk semua lapisan masyarakat) **EXCEPT the fact that this movie has Christian elements in it okay!!!**
How much? Rm 5 for a ticket (you can give more than Rm5)......of which 40% will go into the disabled home's fund.
Okay,
so it's in Mandarin (forgot to tell you earlier)! But so what... there
are English Subtitles :) and I bet you can read! Understandable and
reliable.
I have personally watched it and have learned many things from the movie. Let me just share one.
You see, we often separate ourselves from the weak (or disabled),
thinking that we are stronger, more perfect. Well, physically maybe,
but inside us, we are no different, having disabilities within us too,
yes, not perfect AT ALL. One thing that we've got to admit that in one
way or another, whether disabled or not, we all need Jesus, simply
because because of Him, we are made perfect.
This is the one of
the many of which I have learned. How bout you? Wanna learn something
life changing? Really, you won't look at the disabled people the same
way anymore after watching this.
3 reasons why you shouldn't let this movie pass you by: 1. It WILL be life changing. 2. You get to watch a movie and help the disabled people at the same time (how cool is that?) 3. You can't get this movie anywhere else (unless GSC or TGV decides to screen it)
I've got 2 words for you....
Don't miss!
You can get the tickets from me :)
Hehe :)
For more info, call me at 012-376 7215 or email me at booyobetz@gmail.com
:Betsy Yeo: :A November baby: :Subang Jaya, Malaysia: :Help University College: :Bachelor of Psychology: : was 21 & forever will be :) : :betsy_wly@live.com.my:
: I live with:: thefather(salesman), themother(babysitter), thebrother(thedodgeballfreak), theotherbrother(theengineer), thedog(Baby), theotherdog(Amber). ----------------------------------------------
Life is sometimes hard to define.
It's so full with its ups and downs like a never ending roller coaster.
What more can I say? Just live your life how you are meant to live. I'm living mine ;)
This is my story, my life.
"I am not what I ought to be; I am not what I would like to be; I am not what I hope to be. But I am not what I once was, and by the grace of God, I am what I am." (John Newton 1725-1807)
One more thing, I really, really love singing in the toilet...beautiful acoustics :p
